Making Choices

Been a super long time since I last posted.I have been flooded with messages for me to start blogging again.Was I really missed?Seems like food for thought for me.As for me,I've been busy with a lot of things recently.So busy that I don't even have time for myself.Mainly games i guess.Oh well,I'm just a normal kid who has too much time on hand for myself anyway.


Many things have happened to me recently.To the extent that I've been quite unsure of myself about what is happening to me.However,one thing's certain,I've changed.I've changed so much that I found it so familiar yet at the same time feeling it's harshing coldness.Simply put,I don't even know what is happening to me now.How nice is this feeling.


Oh well,there has been a lot of things happening.All these things have made me think a lot for myself and people around me.Sometimes,I will actually go and put myself too much into their shoes and start to think FOR them.Well,I find that this is something that is quite funny in my own opinion.Many people have many different views about what is happening to everyone around us,yet everybody tries to put everybody into their own shoes and starts to think about what other should do,based on their own opinion.This sort of gives me the feeling that I'm actually doing what all of the above.The good thing for myself is that I caught myself in time.Well,why do I say that now?Personally,I feel that everybody has their own rights to choose whatever they wish to know and believe.I don't think that anything done by anybody have the right to judge who is right and who is wrong.Many things will happen along the way.Who can judge who do what is the correct thing,and who do what is the wrong thing?Yes,people can start blaming the fault on the law,saying that since the law says this,everybody should follow it.So that they will not be blamed for whatever happens.Also,they can also say that it is their beliefs that some things should be done and some should not be done.However,who can be the one to say who is right and who is wonrg?We can't say ANYTHING,since what we do are NOT what others feel,because,WE are NOT them.This may sound like a dagger in the heart for many people.However,what is the truth?The truth is ALWAYS the heart-bleeder in any scenario.Who are we to say who does what is wrong or right?Who has the right to choose who HAVE to take which path?


Well,choice in life does make a great many things to many other people's life.We can 'help' another by doing this or that.Yet,are we actually doing the right thing?Are we sure that whatever happens in future will be beneficial to many other people?Let's just say,murder.Many will think that it's a crime,it's something that everybody have to run away from.Let's put it in this way.If a person kills for the sake of killing,or for the sake of money,etc. I'd say that they deserve to be put away.However,what if they kill for the sake of protecting themselves?Are we to judge them as being wrong?Imagine the rule,which I've seen,they MAY change the murder crime to manslaughter,which is a much less severe crime than murdering.However,what's the punishment?For the harsher countries,they are to be prisoned for life.For some less harsh,what do they get?10,20 years of imprisonment?Yes,these are the laws.Laws are here to protect.Yet protecting yourself from being harm is also a crime here.What is the crime that they commit?Everytime somebody is hurt,the person will instictively protect themselves.Well,just that in this case the instinct made them hurt the other,to the extent of accidentaly killing the person.Are they right,or are they wrong?Who is the right one,and who is wrong?


Many things have happened,and is happening.Who are the people who are able to judge what is right and what is wrong?Are we being ruled with an ironfist in the world,or are we given freedom all along,wherever we go?How nice isn't it to be living in such a complicated yet simple world ain't we?Who will be the survivor,and who will be perished in this unseen struggle to find that small speck of hope in life that is covered in so much dust that a glimmer of light,abeit false hope,gives such a big difference in our lives,when all these differences gives NO differences in our lives.Let us just see who will be the next one to survive out of all these 'lands of dust',and crawl out towards the REAL glimmer of hope,and find the star that everybody has been wishing to see,although this utopia is something that nobody has,or will see,in this lifetime,or maybe the next few centuries.Let us just wait and see.Good luck to whoever is going to crawl to that glimmer of light.