Think Think Think!

Recently been stuck at home.And this being stuck at home made me so bored that I went to find some nice shows and movies to watch.Such as another jap drama 'one litre of tears',the movie 'the notebook' and also 'a walk to remember'.These few shows are actually very simple,very normal.Yet,these normal shows features so much of reality that is so close to our lives that it is making me think about myself and my own future.In all these shows,besides the notebook,it features on a certain girl(I'm not sure why they always choose the girl),who have terminal diseases.At this point of time it dawned upon me as to when am I going to start thinking about my own future and when will it really dawned on people as to how they wish to spend their lives?Life is so short in their case.Do we really wish to only start thinking when our lives are almost at the end?Sometimes we have to stop thinking about what we are supposed to do and do it,yet at other times we should start to do AND think about our own future.Life's not about money money money all the time,yet at some points of lives money really do play an important role in our lives.What a headache it is for all of us man.


Also,I'd recommend people to go and watch this youtube link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ALtIwy77RU .It's not really the best of the best dances but so what?Look at his dance steps and also the words that were written in the short clip.It's really very inspiring to the extent of letting people find out what really is nice,and then what it really means to try out everything yourself.The short 1min 38sec show really brought me very far as to the thinking about my own future and stuff.It's really something that is out of the box and yet so much into the heart of so many individuals.Imagine that it's not a dance now,but some other thing,such as going through all sorts of obstacles to find out your own idealogy and also your beliefs.How would the feeling of failing after trying be compared with totally not trying out something at all?


Seriously,I found out that I have one very bad point that I truly need to change now.Whenever it comes to anything mentally stressful,I'd have no fear of trying to overcome it.However,if the mental stress comes together with physical stress,I'd be so meek and powerless that it makes me feel so small in front of myself.I do not know this kind of feeling has been to anyone but what it really told me is that I really need to start to self-reflect on this.The only way for me to get out of this?It's time for me to start overcoming it by doing it.Time to strengthen my own resolve and get myself back on my own feet now.So what's next?Time for me to start my exercises which i've given so much external and useless factors for myself to push them aside.If I don't work hard now,it's useless for me to think about my own future.My short term goal,get myself in shape again to my army time.Long term?Lose my belly!Time to start working!